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i havent written in a while.. im not even sure where to begin.
life is great..
but.... not at the moment. infact.. right now.. life is shit.
theres things happening.. and then theres the lack of things happening... and both are bad.
my parents think im a failure.. big woopty fucking doo.. as if anythings changed
my love life is a joke.. what am i saying.. i dont even have a love life.
the only thing thats gotten better, and stronger, is my friendship with arlet. its the one thing i KNOW i have and am glad about because without her i couldnt handle any of this.
i wont even talk about guys... i refuse.. theres no point.
i figured out what i wanna do.. where i wanna go in terms of schooling... and i need a loan for it which they will not give me.
i quit my job..
im about ready to quit myself.
and i think about u.. and i think about you...
i dream and i daydream and i wish for you.
i want nothing.
life is great..
but.... not at the moment. infact.. right now.. life is shit.
theres things happening.. and then theres the lack of things happening... and both are bad.
my parents think im a failure.. big woopty fucking doo.. as if anythings changed
my love life is a joke.. what am i saying.. i dont even have a love life.
the only thing thats gotten better, and stronger, is my friendship with arlet. its the one thing i KNOW i have and am glad about because without her i couldnt handle any of this.
i wont even talk about guys... i refuse.. theres no point.
i figured out what i wanna do.. where i wanna go in terms of schooling... and i need a loan for it which they will not give me.
i quit my job..
im about ready to quit myself.
and i think about u.. and i think about you...
i dream and i daydream and i wish for you.
i want nothing.