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uhm... got kinda carried away didnt i?
i had a little too much fun with the camera..
cameras are addictive!!! i sweare!
i look like a retard. oh well.. who cares
if it doesnt show or something or u wanna see a bigger version go here http://www.deviantart.com/view/9705947/
ive been working since sunday and i have work tomorrow too... im tired but im glad at the same time.. i hate being home... friday is my first say off this week and im gonna go shopping cuz... well cuz i want to. and cuz i freakin deserve it.. mhmm.. yep.
ive been talking to arlet a lot about everything ive been thinking about lately... especially one person.. who i cant seem to get over.. and i figured out that... im an idiot. i ruined something so great just because i couldnt help feeling a certain way.. that might sound kind of dumb but if u knew the situation you would understand what i mean.
all i have to say is... giving up a great frienship isnt worth it just for your selfish reasons.. its not fair.. to them or to you because in the long run.. u realize what uve lost and the only thing it does is cause more pain.. and its like.. how do u go back? how do u apologize to someone after telling them u want them out of your life... i wish ide never said that.. im so sorry. i wish i had enough guts to apologize to you.. to tell you how i feel. i miss you. im sorry..
uhm... got kinda carried away didnt i?
i had a little too much fun with the camera..
cameras are addictive!!! i sweare!
i look like a retard. oh well.. who cares
if it doesnt show or something or u wanna see a bigger version go here http://www.deviantart.com/view/9705947/
ive been working since sunday and i have work tomorrow too... im tired but im glad at the same time.. i hate being home... friday is my first say off this week and im gonna go shopping cuz... well cuz i want to. and cuz i freakin deserve it.. mhmm.. yep.
ive been talking to arlet a lot about everything ive been thinking about lately... especially one person.. who i cant seem to get over.. and i figured out that... im an idiot. i ruined something so great just because i couldnt help feeling a certain way.. that might sound kind of dumb but if u knew the situation you would understand what i mean.
all i have to say is... giving up a great frienship isnt worth it just for your selfish reasons.. its not fair.. to them or to you because in the long run.. u realize what uve lost and the only thing it does is cause more pain.. and its like.. how do u go back? how do u apologize to someone after telling them u want them out of your life... i wish ide never said that.. im so sorry. i wish i had enough guts to apologize to you.. to tell you how i feel. i miss you. im sorry..