ultimate boredom
*sigh* man... i love the rain, but only when i have someone to share my enjoyment with. i wanted to go out to eat with all of my friends, but i had to work. i asked jenn to suggest everyone to stop by, but either she forgot, she just said it to shut me up, or nobody wanted to. after i got off work, i called sean to see if they had gone out yet, they had. i found him at jesse's house. i wanted to ask if i could come over, but that'd be rude. i was hoping to be invited over too, but someone prolly decided i'd break something, and everyone dropped it. i dunno what jenn thinks of me now. i prolly annoy her. oh, just so everyone knows, i'm bored and lonely, so i'm just saying whatever pops into my head and typing it.....where was i? oh, yeah. the rain. if i'm not with someone when it rains, i get extra lonely. it reminds me of my "marital" status. being alone SUCKS!! i wish i could have someone to hold, someone to look into the eye's of and say "i love you"....... DAMNIT I WISH IT'D STOP RAINING!!!
god i'm lonely, i want someone to talk to. and not just online. i want a real face to face conversation with someone.. preferrably chel or buckley..... or jenn *sigh*
i wonder if i'll ever have a chance... does anybody know?
right, i'm gonna go off and cry like the little pussy i am. peace
-Quae nocent, saepe docent
god i'm lonely, i want someone to talk to. and not just online. i want a real face to face conversation with someone.. preferrably chel or buckley..... or jenn *sigh*
i wonder if i'll ever have a chance... does anybody know?
right, i'm gonna go off and cry like the little pussy i am. peace
-Quae nocent, saepe docent