rant
i have been on a job hunt for along time now looking for jobs everywhere and geting no call backs when will the dumb-ness (for lack of a better word) that is my life stop am i to damn dumb to get a job? yes! i think so why has this world betraded me so? im 21 i cant drive i dont have a job why can someone kill me right now i have to meny problums and when i confront anyone with them thay just dont listen so i have to eat my problums fucking A i wanna be done with everything im working so hard to make everything good for myself but notings working nothings helping i feel like braking something and then crying or being an ass to someone or just have someone to realy care about me i know people say they do but what they are realy thinking is "look at that dave kid hes a loser hes 21 with no job and he cant even drive" well if i could i would go away from this place and none of you would ever have to see me again i so do not like anyone or anything right now so im going to have to say FUCK YOU EVERYONE MY LIFE SUCKS AND I DONT THINK I CAN TAKE MUCH MORE OF IT