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soo..

i woke up 4 in the morning just to watch the L word.
and couldnt go back to sleep cause i couldnt stop thinking
i had to drag myself out of bed

i hate it.
all i do is think.
i dont talk, just think.

if it wasnt for rob
i'd be the saddest kid in school.
i cant even fake being upset around him

i shaved one of bryan's legs today.
it made me happy.
drugs werent involved. cause PEOPLE think thats ALL i do

i dont think i got a fair chance.
ashley is the only one who knows what im talking about
no one else asks.