great.....
this shouldn't be happening. i should be very happy or at least content with what i have in life. but i'm not. i thought i could control this. these feelings, but i guess i was wrong. i can't get over either one of them. one of them is moving on with life and forgetting about me, and the other one has moved on but still holds onto us. i don't know which one is worse.... i love her, really i do, so much. but being the curious ass hole that i am, i wanna know if i have a chance with the other two. what should i do?