think positive...
i'm home from BAND CAMP! which is sorta exciting and sorta depressing all at the same time. i mean it's good to be home and all cause i get me bed back and my shower and food whenever i want and tv and computer, but i had so much fun and i don't really feel "home" at my own house and it was this exact time last year that my depression hit me like a brick wall. and i also can't stop thinking that that was it, no more band camp, ever. that's SOOOO depressing within itself. but, i'm gonna try to be positive.... it's not working too well....