Don't waste your time on me, your already the voice inside my head
Wow i haven't updated in awhile... lets see.. what's new.. well nothing really.. oh wait i'm officially switched over to Wind Ensemble second semester.. i'm happy.. i got one of the pieces of music.. it's a challange but i'll get it.. it's just i have to get the fingering down and play it extremely fast.. it's all good though.. i can do it... anyways.. lets see what else.. um oh yeah i don't have Roush next semester.. stupid bitch.. i hate that women.. she can't teach worth crap.. and she gets an attitude when you ask her for help.. so i don't ask.. so for that reason i'm failing because i don't understand a thing the women says.. anyways so she calls my mom for a meeting and we go up there and the first thing she says is that i have an attitude in class.. i started freaking out.. i never talk in class except when i talk to Maire.. i never talk to Roush unless i have to and when i do i say as little as possible.. i have never once gave that bitch an attitude.. and then she's like well she can always as for help.. i'm not going to ask for help when she gives you a fucking attitude when you don't get it.. fuck that... so i have Bennett next semester.. so that's cool.. lets see if i can understand it any better with her.. i hope so.. hmmm.. lets see.. people are stupid.. well a few certain ones aren't.. everything was just pissing me off today.. everthing is so wrong lately.. i always feel worthless.. it sucks.. you know what i need.. i need a hug.. i haven't had one in awhile.. well i think i'm done for now..