Mar 24, 2008 11:51
My mom discovered I'm not a virgin. It was long overdue for her to find out, but yikes. I feel guilty. Like, my mom knows I've been living a lie. Sorry Mom, I've had sex, I've done most drugs, smoke pot regularly, drink and go to parties regularly. Also I'm not big on church, infact I'm starting to question the motives of Christianity. Great time to bring that up, Ressurection Day/Easter.
Easter was okay. Spent the whole day with my dysfunctional/deteriorating family but I got to see Mac in the evening so that was fun.
I'm need a job soooooooooo bad. It's not just the money situation (that I have absolutely NONE and my dads gonna have to pay my rent this month AGAIN) it's also that I'm gonna go insane. Having too much free time is like a curse. My friends are all busy resuming their lives (work, school, other friends, significant others, etc.) and I usually sit around my apartment waiting for my phone to ring. The only good thing about always having extra time is that my grades at school are pretty good right now. I RLY RLY hope I can just finish this semester with these grades and impress the shit out of my parents.
I was holding out for that job at Barney's so I called this morning to see what was up with it. They told me that with the holidays they hadn't really had the chance to process all the applications and that they should have it done by the end of the week. :| COOL, I WASNT WAITING AROUND FOR IT OR ANYTHING.
My nose ring came out while I was sleeping a couple nights ago. My nose isn't pierced anymore. That sucks, I wasn't ready to take it out yet. Fuck it, there's no way I'm getting it repierced, that was hellish.
Uhhhmm, I think that concludes the misery that is my life. I think I want to switch my birth control because I'm experiencing moodswings from hell. I also want to stop complaining so much.
Have a good day, everyone