Summer 16: My Party
Once you've been tagged, you have to write an entry with 5 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.
1. I worry about everything. I worry about how I smell, if someone likes me, if things are going to be okay. I can't stop worrying about things.
2. When I'm not around friends or family I don't eat. So I guess I do have an eating disorder? I eat because I worry that people might think I do have one. But really...when I'm alone I'm not hungry.
3. I think I'm ugly. All the time. People can tell me how pretty I look, but I'll still feel ugly. I'm really just vain and my view of beauty is skewed. Thus the reason I hate pictures of myself.
4. Dan is my first boyfriend. No I've never dated before him.
5. I have a lot of baggage. Not just with my family. Emotionally, I'm stuck. Makes me sick to my stomach.
So that's it. I'm not going to be in denial any more.
So I'll tag:
1 Ari
2 Mugen
3 Dan?
4 Adrian?
5 I don't know
But here are my party pics.
So the party was a huge success. Other than my brother showing up with his friend and making me realize that I can't talk to him any more. Which made me feel worse. Because he is just so "brutally honest" about my life.
Anyway....So this first picture is what the fruit basket and "god" looked like before we all started eating it.
Everyone kind of showed up at about the same time. Which was good! Here's Steve, Daryl, Dan and Kristal.
Chris and Dave's silhouette.
Kristal and Daryl!
Dan!
Dave!
Chris again! He had the new DS Lite already. :P
Daryl! (aka Mugen)
And Ian from work showed up! Yey for Ian!
Kristal! (aka Kaze)
More of Chris! I think this might have been during the Riiiiiiiidge Racer time.
Food with Daryl and Chris!
Everyone ate the meat on a stick, Lumpia and the fruit....no one ate salad.
Attack the Weak Point for Massive Damage!
This set of sodas was gone not too long after I took the picture.
Ian!
"ZOMG! Gris!"
Crab!
It's gianormous!
After watching so many internet videos we finally played some scrabble!
The scrabble set up.
Dave!
The teams! Steve and Chris...."The other couple" :P
They won by the way.
Kristal and Daryl! "Internet Junkies"
Ian and Dave! They gave us a run for our money.
This is how Daryl and Kristal spent most of the game. And they still came in second. I think.
Kind of blurry...the winners in action!
Hello!
Name tag from my team!
And last, Our team! We didn't loose but we tried our best! "Team Dan!" And OMG a picture with some of Leeann!
Hand Holding!
Sometime during the game...
Then Nate showed up.
Blinding Ian with the flash!
The game. Dave took with Picture when trying to figure out my cam.
Back to the other room and more internet!
Dsing and watching videos, the party is dying down.
Same. Best part was when Dan went to grab my knee but had Nate's instead....poor Dan....and jeez my knees aren't that manly... :(
Nikita showed up really late and hung for a bit!
Kristal and Daryl for the final picture!
Thanks to everyone for coming out. Including Aaron, who ahowed up 10 minutes before the party ended. We'll have to do it again sometime.
ouch i have lost myself again
lost myself and i am nowhere to be found,
yeah i think that i might break
lost myself again and i feel unsafe
1. I worry about everything. I worry about how I smell, if someone likes me, if things are going to be okay. I can't stop worrying about things.
2. When I'm not around friends or family I don't eat. So I guess I do have an eating disorder? I eat because I worry that people might think I do have one. But really...when I'm alone I'm not hungry.
3. I think I'm ugly. All the time. People can tell me how pretty I look, but I'll still feel ugly. I'm really just vain and my view of beauty is skewed. Thus the reason I hate pictures of myself.
4. Dan is my first boyfriend. No I've never dated before him.
5. I have a lot of baggage. Not just with my family. Emotionally, I'm stuck. Makes me sick to my stomach.
So that's it. I'm not going to be in denial any more.
So I'll tag:
1 Ari
2 Mugen
3 Dan?
4 Adrian?
5 I don't know
But here are my party pics.
So the party was a huge success. Other than my brother showing up with his friend and making me realize that I can't talk to him any more. Which made me feel worse. Because he is just so "brutally honest" about my life.
Anyway....So this first picture is what the fruit basket and "god" looked like before we all started eating it.
Everyone kind of showed up at about the same time. Which was good! Here's Steve, Daryl, Dan and Kristal.
Chris and Dave's silhouette.
Kristal and Daryl!
Dan!
Dave!
Chris again! He had the new DS Lite already. :P
Daryl! (aka Mugen)
And Ian from work showed up! Yey for Ian!
Kristal! (aka Kaze)
More of Chris! I think this might have been during the Riiiiiiiidge Racer time.
Food with Daryl and Chris!
Everyone ate the meat on a stick, Lumpia and the fruit....no one ate salad.
Attack the Weak Point for Massive Damage!
This set of sodas was gone not too long after I took the picture.
Ian!
"ZOMG! Gris!"
Crab!
It's gianormous!
After watching so many internet videos we finally played some scrabble!
The scrabble set up.
Dave!
The teams! Steve and Chris...."The other couple" :P
They won by the way.
Kristal and Daryl! "Internet Junkies"
Ian and Dave! They gave us a run for our money.
This is how Daryl and Kristal spent most of the game. And they still came in second. I think.
Kind of blurry...the winners in action!
Hello!
Name tag from my team!
And last, Our team! We didn't loose but we tried our best! "Team Dan!" And OMG a picture with some of Leeann!
Hand Holding!
Sometime during the game...
Then Nate showed up.
Blinding Ian with the flash!
The game. Dave took with Picture when trying to figure out my cam.
Back to the other room and more internet!
Dsing and watching videos, the party is dying down.
Same. Best part was when Dan went to grab my knee but had Nate's instead....poor Dan....and jeez my knees aren't that manly... :(
Nikita showed up really late and hung for a bit!
Kristal and Daryl for the final picture!
Thanks to everyone for coming out. Including Aaron, who ahowed up 10 minutes before the party ended. We'll have to do it again sometime.
ouch i have lost myself again
lost myself and i am nowhere to be found,
yeah i think that i might break
lost myself again and i feel unsafe