My babe.
its been a horrible terrible awful no good day.....
The fashion show is tomorew, so it was rehersal all day.... thomas had started to feel sick last night and i got him tons of medicine and tucked him in, because he NEVER gets sick, in 10 months i literally can't even remember him getting a headache....so i took it very seriously, and knew it had to be bad if he was going to say he was in pain. Then he missed school this morning which- in his mother's eyes you go to school unless your dead so he was clearly getting sicker. Knowing that the show is tomorew and he has his own entertainment scene- and is the only person with a solo... he had to come.... so being the tough guy he is- he came.
i was in the theatre bc i model in a few scenes, and he basically just laid in the fetal position somwhere backstage all night, arounf 7:30 he go to a point where he couldnt even move or speak, and was barely awake. I called his mom and she told me to take him to the hospital, he was burning up.
Ive never had to take anyone to the hospital like this alone so i was scared...i parked my car in the wrong place and got a ticket... He doesnt know his SS# and clearly im not his mother ( yeah im defintly white)....so at first they wouldnt even treat him. we got his parents on the phone and it was cleared up, and after a while his dad got down there, his fever was pretty bad, it started breaking and came back down to 102 degrees. thank god.
i sat with him in his hospital room for about 3 hours, tons of I.V.'s.... i helped him get into a hospital gown, he had thrown up. I've never seen him like this and it was so heart wrenching, i would say i love you, but he could barely nod, more or less say it back. I didnt wanna leave him, and because they were treating it as some horrible flu, i wasnt suppose to be too close to him, i but i couldnt help it. I wanted to hold his hand and rub his forehead, you cant just see somsone you love in so much pain.
My parents called and told me to come home and get to sleep because of school and the show tomorew. thomas is still in that hospital bed, and it breaks my heart.....
it breaks my heart.
The fashion show is tomorew, so it was rehersal all day.... thomas had started to feel sick last night and i got him tons of medicine and tucked him in, because he NEVER gets sick, in 10 months i literally can't even remember him getting a headache....so i took it very seriously, and knew it had to be bad if he was going to say he was in pain. Then he missed school this morning which- in his mother's eyes you go to school unless your dead so he was clearly getting sicker. Knowing that the show is tomorew and he has his own entertainment scene- and is the only person with a solo... he had to come.... so being the tough guy he is- he came.
i was in the theatre bc i model in a few scenes, and he basically just laid in the fetal position somwhere backstage all night, arounf 7:30 he go to a point where he couldnt even move or speak, and was barely awake. I called his mom and she told me to take him to the hospital, he was burning up.
Ive never had to take anyone to the hospital like this alone so i was scared...i parked my car in the wrong place and got a ticket... He doesnt know his SS# and clearly im not his mother ( yeah im defintly white)....so at first they wouldnt even treat him. we got his parents on the phone and it was cleared up, and after a while his dad got down there, his fever was pretty bad, it started breaking and came back down to 102 degrees. thank god.
i sat with him in his hospital room for about 3 hours, tons of I.V.'s.... i helped him get into a hospital gown, he had thrown up. I've never seen him like this and it was so heart wrenching, i would say i love you, but he could barely nod, more or less say it back. I didnt wanna leave him, and because they were treating it as some horrible flu, i wasnt suppose to be too close to him, i but i couldnt help it. I wanted to hold his hand and rub his forehead, you cant just see somsone you love in so much pain.
My parents called and told me to come home and get to sleep because of school and the show tomorew. thomas is still in that hospital bed, and it breaks my heart.....
it breaks my heart.