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Okay I've been a shit LJ friend, but I have my reasons sooo much shit has happened. Like an example? I died June 12th and my dad spent 10 minutes giving me CPR before he even got a heartbeat, turns out I have a heart condition.. ventricular tachycardia I had what they call and ICD put in last month.. so things have been, I don't even know a word to use honestly. Mentally? I've been fucked. Things have been a mess, my only saving grace has been the boyfriend, I finally got around to getting one of those ;) he's been like a rock for me.. and I don't think I realized how much I lacked stability until I had him come into my life. I have so much to tell, but I'm running on 3 hours of sleep so I don't think I could make a coherent story if I tried... but trust, I will get back to you my lovies I miss talking to all of you, tell me how you are! Don't give up on me yet, I'll be back.
In the meantime, to fill my time and try to save money to move out, give myself something to occupy the time I opened my own online store so check it out lovelindsaylovemystuff.ecrater.com/ I promise this wasn't the reason I posted this, haha.. I'm gonna comment all of you who stuck with me as soon as I can.
But seriously, tell me whats been going on while I disappeared on you guys?!
In the meantime, to fill my time and try to save money to move out, give myself something to occupy the time I opened my own online store so check it out lovelindsaylovemystuff.ecrater.com/ I promise this wasn't the reason I posted this, haha.. I'm gonna comment all of you who stuck with me as soon as I can.
But seriously, tell me whats been going on while I disappeared on you guys?!