yup
well i had a ok day worked till 230 than sat around home till 530 went to meijer got my check than bought gta sanandreas than came home and played it for a while yea my bird sunny died todaythat really sux he was awsome i went up to the clock tower hung out the gate guys again and crazy carl heh.. well every one its been a little over one month and im really starting to feel as if im loseing claire forever i know she tells me im not but it still fells like it i love that girl with all my heart i mean yes i want her back yes id love to spend every day with her but i just have nothing left to say to her im just going to have to wait for her not something i want to do but if she loves me as much as shes told me she dose than i think she will come back god would that make me the happiest man in the world my god ya know it makes u think when u hold a girl and look in her eyes and u see ur reflection in her eyes and u just want to hold her like that forever i think it means something 3 years and i kinda ruind it but iv realized what i did and yea i was an ass and yea i was overly jelous and yea a little controwling but thats something that i will change to get her back because to be honest i belive in my heart and my mind that she is the one that im ment to spend the rest of my life with i mean that with all of my heart im almost 21 years old im saposed to have fun and be drunk every day but i think that i would rather be 21 sober and with claire than 21 and drunk and lonely i want to look at that gleam in her eyes ever monet of my life and relize i am the luckiest man in this god forsaken world and i would thank god every day for giveing me that thats about it