Oct 25, 2004 23:46
thank you megan for letting me borrow this cd so i can listen to seeing red like 50 times in a row, but yet have not discovered the rest of the cd....it happens....i had a test today that i barely studied for and praise Jesus i actually think i did pretty good. at least a B i'd say...and hey i'd eve be thrilled with a Ci spent saturday morning/ afternoon rearranging my room....and the end result..i love it....of course i have this weird thing where i feel the need to change something everytime i encounter a situation i consider a defining moment....friday night i had an amazing talk with a guy i can truly say i respect and look up to. not many of my friends really like this guy, but they also don't see the side that i get shown by him a lot....unfortunately i did the one thing in front of him i said i'd never do...i cried...i cried in front of him, and for some reason he was one person i never wanted to see me cry, but i couldn't help it...he helped me realize a lot of things, and kind of confirmed what God has been trying to show me all week, things in my life i needed to work on, anyways the point of this was after that talk i felt the need to change something physical, that i could see, and usually it's my hair, but i've worked so hard on growing it out i did not feel the need to chop it off already, so i changed my room, i love it i think Sanchez (my fish) likes it too, he's very content with his new set up...i'm off to bed, i feel the need to actually sleep tonight....or maybe i'll work on a paper.....who knows....