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Jul 08, 2006 14:17

"the heart seeks love as the most basic affection in the soul. to be in love is to be inspired by affection..."

the things that once terrified me no longer hold power over me. sometimes i feel crazy. there are so many objections the world will have. they must think we're crazy. but then again, maybe that's the test of true love. the world tears down what it doesn't understand. most often it doesn't understand a love that chooses feelings over logic. maybe having everyone say you're nuts means you're really in love.

"People will always make a lover feel a fool..."

i know this won't be easy. but i know more than anything i want to spend my life with you. when you feel that kind of love for someone all you can think about is starting that life together. tomorrow seems too far away. because, really, what else matters if you get to be with the person you love?

i have always know there was something special between us. it just took me four years to be ready for it. i needed to grow, as did you. and we did, and life brought us right back here. that to me is fate. you could have been a passing person in my life. but for some reason you stayed, always present, though sometimes only in the background. whether we talked everyday or once every couple of months i always considered you one of my best friends. i always defined our friendship as "unique". even when i was not in love with you i loved you. even when i had someone else i turned to you when i was at my weakest. you were one of the only people i trusted enough to let see me fall apart. and yet, inspite of that, you are one of the only people who recognized my strength. even when i loved someone else i knew noone would ever understand me like you do. even when you loved someone else, i knew she would never get you like i did.

i wanted so much for you to be happy. but i convinced myself for so long i just couldn't do that for you. i was wrong. i can and i do. i have in me the capacity to love you without boundries or limits. you make me the girl i used to be before i had my heart broken. you really do bring out all the best things about me.

i know to the world this all seems to be happening incredibley fast. but it's been four years, and for me... i've been waiting my whole life to feel like this. it's about time. and now that it's here... i don't want to waste another minute without you in my life.

all those things they said didn't exist... i've found them in you.
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