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I've been talking to Blake. Everything seemed great but he brought up debt. and I'm like yep got that basically. But it was right at the end of my shift and I really didn't want to drag out talking about it. I was so upset i locked my keys in my car at walmart. But he basically stopped talking to me. He's kind of odd. I mean I don't expect an immediate responses with texts but I don't know my anxiety defiently brewed back up.
I mean I was fine a week ago before he had asked for my number. I could be fine again. but was i really? I mean I was talking to Scott and he was starting to get really possessive of me in a weird way for a married man.
What else would I have? I guess I joined a soccer group. I need to start running more then. I didn't realize it was going to be in the spring but well that might be great. It will be with Temesgen (TG) which he's really cool. I think it would be good for me to have something that keeps me social other than my hiking group which is mainly older people.
I mean I was fine a week ago before he had asked for my number. I could be fine again. but was i really? I mean I was talking to Scott and he was starting to get really possessive of me in a weird way for a married man.
What else would I have? I guess I joined a soccer group. I need to start running more then. I didn't realize it was going to be in the spring but well that might be great. It will be with Temesgen (TG) which he's really cool. I think it would be good for me to have something that keeps me social other than my hiking group which is mainly older people.