Dec 01, 2008 01:44
so obviously things have subsided.
i hate being so dramatic but sometimes it seems that that is all i have in me.
you know what really annoys me? when people say that OTHERS treat/treated you badly, then they go and treat you just as badly.
or when they say oh i hate when you do that, it really bothers me, then they have a talk with you about it, and you make a genuine effort to change, and then they do it to you.
how does that make sense? you didn't like when i did that to you so now you're going to do it back to me? why? but why?
anyway it seems i am about to be deathly ill.
though i am going to stay positive about the situation.
i am feeling better already :)
but yeah nothing is really happening in my life that is super awesome.
i applied to my UC's and Cal States like a good little girl.
let's see how god will help me with this one. though again, i am staying positive, with or without god.
i feel sick and i am exhausted.
tomorrow i will try to write about my excitingly interesting life as i live it in real time.
;)