Jul 26, 2008 02:04
i couldn't even begin to tell you what's going on in my life right now.
nothing is going the way i planned what-so- ever.
do i start over then?
i mean is there EVEN a start over point?
that's why life is the hardest game to play... you don't know what happens when you lose, you don't get to start over, and there is no magical remedy for whatever may happen. sometimes, you're just shit-out-of-luck. you just need to be around the kind of people who will be there for you like you are for them.
i hate not having a phone. i mean, i lost my job. let's just throw that out there. i was FINALLY starting to do alright when some how i managed to fuck up. on this last friday, they all of a sudden tell me, you don't have enough administrative skills that we were looking for, as far as excel. what the fuck? excel is NOT that hard. yeah it DOES take some learning, but i got it down.
i just hope, more than anything at the moment that everything can just be ok. cause it's so not right now... in ever situation possible for me.
i wish the universe really WAS on my side for once.
too much to ask for?
guess so...