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i don't know what else to do. i feel like i've tried everything and the only thing left to do is to stop trying, and let it go.
i wish i could control my texting of people i do not wish to text. though i do anyway.
i think that'll be my little experiment. i am going to try to do everything i have told myself is not really a big deal to do and then i end up doing it regularly and with EXTREME remorse.
i can't stand myself sometimes. it just never ends. i can't NOT try. who can NOT try and get what they want out of life?
and that's the only time things even seem to work out. when i don't try for shit, they end up ok.
i think i just need to relax, and let life hit me slowly.
i can do it, i just don't know where to being.
i wish i could control my texting of people i do not wish to text. though i do anyway.
i think that'll be my little experiment. i am going to try to do everything i have told myself is not really a big deal to do and then i end up doing it regularly and with EXTREME remorse.
i can't stand myself sometimes. it just never ends. i can't NOT try. who can NOT try and get what they want out of life?
and that's the only time things even seem to work out. when i don't try for shit, they end up ok.
i think i just need to relax, and let life hit me slowly.
i can do it, i just don't know where to being.