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Wow!! It's been along time since I last updated. So i'll update. Things for me have been an Emotional roller coaster. Really they have. I've done stuff in the past month that i'm not proud of and i'm going to make everything right. I've hurt someone that i care for and i just hope that they will be okay. I've realized that i've change into a person that at times, i'm not proud to be. I feel like i'm being replace. I love my friends but it seems like i'm being replaced in someone's life. But somehow i highly doubt that, but it's a feeling i'm getting. I wish i could go back and change these past few days. It's been awhile since i last cried over a guy. August to be exact. And very few guys can get me to cry. But Chris hurt me tonight and made me feel really bad about a decision that i've made. But i'll make it right again. I want to go to England this summer and i'm hoping that i can do it. It'd be a summer study abroad internship in London. I'm just thinking of the life experience i'd gain and how amazing it would be to do something like that. My mom would want me to take this opportunity. I'd get college credit for it too as well as looking fantastic on my college of pharmacy application. I really hope i can do it. My dad and i are going to talk about it when i get home on friday. Oh speaking of friday, that's the day i move into the sorority house. I"m way excited. I've spent like every day over there and it's wonderful. I truly am going to be happy there. I'm stressing about finals. Well, mostly my Bio final. I could end up with a good grade in there if i get a good grade on my final. Actually that's how it is in all of my classes. I'm not too worried about my Math or english and i got a B in lab. so now i'm just focusing on Bio because that's monday night at 5. And then on tuesday i'm studying for my Greek myth final for wednesday at 11. Math is Monday at 8am. after wednesday i'm done with finals. And i'll have fun when i get home because i'm going to party with andrew. I have to focus on my finals right now and then i'll make everything right again in my life. Just after finals.