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Well me and Ryan made up. I am trying to at least be Civil towards everyone now. I have had too much drama. And usually I can stand it, and usually I think it is fun. But not anymore. I am happy that Ryan gave me another chance to prove that I am really a good person. He has given me like 6 chances so far, and he forgive me everytime I screw up. He's such a sweetheart.
I couldn't be happier that me and Breeanna made up, I missed her alot. And I can't wait to go see her this weekend! We are hanging out with I am SURE Jeremy Cortez, and Ryan. Also we are hanging out with Dan and Matt. lol@ how Dan asked me to marry him. He told me we were destined to be together, and he always tells me he loves me. Matt told me that he misses me, but I am happy for him. He has a good girl and she treats him alot better than I did, so I am happy for him.
So school is fine now, I am pretty much getting together with everyone except for the usual 3 suspects. But no one is friends with EVERYONE right? Everyone has enemies. I don't even care though. I probably brought it on myself considering everything else is my fault. But I don't care anymore. I have my friends, And I have the people I care about that care about me and thats all that matters to me. Not some fucking popularity contest, that I took myself out of my first day here. Everyone liked me but I purposly fucked it up because I don't WANT to be the stereotypical bitchy stuck up preppy popular girl I am myself, and thats they was I intend on staying.
So I talked to Vinny last night for the first time in a long time and I caught him up on everything that had happened over the past couple of months, and we agreed to get together for dinner or just to hang out, and talk.
No updates on my novel. I haven't had the time to add to it. I get kind of bored with it sometimes. I am going back down to St A tonight. Its the gayest time ever but I have friends there, and thats where I am heading tonight to see them. They are cool shit.
Anyways it feels good to rid of all the drama. It is finally gone.
I couldn't be happier that me and Breeanna made up, I missed her alot. And I can't wait to go see her this weekend! We are hanging out with I am SURE Jeremy Cortez, and Ryan. Also we are hanging out with Dan and Matt. lol@ how Dan asked me to marry him. He told me we were destined to be together, and he always tells me he loves me. Matt told me that he misses me, but I am happy for him. He has a good girl and she treats him alot better than I did, so I am happy for him.
So school is fine now, I am pretty much getting together with everyone except for the usual 3 suspects. But no one is friends with EVERYONE right? Everyone has enemies. I don't even care though. I probably brought it on myself considering everything else is my fault. But I don't care anymore. I have my friends, And I have the people I care about that care about me and thats all that matters to me. Not some fucking popularity contest, that I took myself out of my first day here. Everyone liked me but I purposly fucked it up because I don't WANT to be the stereotypical bitchy stuck up preppy popular girl I am myself, and thats they was I intend on staying.
So I talked to Vinny last night for the first time in a long time and I caught him up on everything that had happened over the past couple of months, and we agreed to get together for dinner or just to hang out, and talk.
No updates on my novel. I haven't had the time to add to it. I get kind of bored with it sometimes. I am going back down to St A tonight. Its the gayest time ever but I have friends there, and thats where I am heading tonight to see them. They are cool shit.
Anyways it feels good to rid of all the drama. It is finally gone.