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Nothing is going the way I planned. Nothing I had imagined is coming true, and slowly I am sinking further. I want it all to be over; I want everything to finally be done. I'm stressed to a point that scares me sometimes; I've done, thought, or said things that I would never expect from myself. If I could be done with the things I feel done with and move on that'd be great. But of course, I'm still stuck in things. I guess that's not going to change anytime soon.
I wish I could trust other people. I with that I could trust myself. I wish that other people could trust me sometimes. I wish it wasn't always me. I wish I didn't have power. I wish I could just be myself, and not have to worry about everyone else. I wish I wasn't in charge. I wish I could be irresponsible and be ok with it. I wish that everytime I did something it didn't bite me in the ass.
My ass hurts, stop biting, ok?
I wish I could trust other people. I with that I could trust myself. I wish that other people could trust me sometimes. I wish it wasn't always me. I wish I didn't have power. I wish I could just be myself, and not have to worry about everyone else. I wish I wasn't in charge. I wish I could be irresponsible and be ok with it. I wish that everytime I did something it didn't bite me in the ass.
My ass hurts, stop biting, ok?