on a rainy sunday in september
I need to extend a sincere thank you to everyone who made this past summer the most fun, amazing, liberating summer ever.
To be honest, I didn't think that I would make it through this summer on my own. I thought I would cave, take a few steps backwards to an unhappier yet safer place in my life, but I came to a few realizations before that happened. First of all, we're never really as alone as we may feel. There is always someone there for you, no matter what the circumstances, to give you love and support just when you need it. With friends like the ones I have, I can truly appreciate that sense of comfort now. Secondly, it didn't take long for me to realize that we're still sooo young. We have our whole lives ahead of us. No one knows what the future might hold, but I'm sure it's some great things. So why would I want to be tied down at this point? I don't, thank you very much. This summer I was free, and it was a great feeling. I also learned that the next time around, I'm accepting nothing but the best, because I deserve it. No more mind games, no more emotional blackmail, no more one-sided relationships, no more tears, no more bullshit. I'm done, it's over, and I couldn't be happier. I should have done this a long time ago. I lost a friend but I gained my life back and I realize now how important that really is to me. So to everyone who made this summer awesome, thank you, see you soon, and to anyone that I've lost touch with - let's catch up soon.
peace&love
xoxo