May 03, 2006 22:26
SUMMER is mere 8 days away kids....
and I am absolutely exstatic.
So, instead of doing my paper, I decided to write in the "el-jay".
fabulous.
I'm having mixed feelings on leaving school for the summer.
a part of me wants to stay here for the whole summer, like summer camp and just hang out with these cool kids for the next four months.
that would be amazing.
but i miss you all and believe it or not, i miss home. and i need money like you don't even know.
I had one of the scariest dreams ever last night. It threw off my entire day.
My dad was in the hospital, dying, and they wouldn't let me or my mom or sister go see him. I was flipping out, bawling, screaming, so scared that I would never see my father again. I think I tried to sneak in to see him or something, I dont recall exactly, I was woken up by a phone call from him. weird, huh? it was horrifying. i usually dont have such highly emotional dreams but good god that one was. i was sad all day today from it. weird, i just hope its not a bad omen.
my sister is in florida right now, and i'm not gonna lie, i'm a little jealous.
alright, i think im gonna hit the hay realllll early tonight. g'night.