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Did you know that I loved your jaw line?
or that when you got that cocky looked on your face, my heart melted?
Did you know that I loved how when I hugged you I never felt safer in my life?
or that your smiled turned all my fears into hopes?
Did you know that I had more faith in you then anyone in the world?
or that you made me feel like I could do anything?
Did you know that your imperfections are what made me fall in love with you?
or that you made my imperfections feel perfected?
Did you know that I loved holding you because it made me feel like I could help you?
or that when you held me I felt like nothing could go wrong?
Did you know that I loved the sound of your laugh?
or that sometimes I'd say something stupid just to hear it?
Did you know that I loved you being competitive?
or that everything about you made me smile?
Didn't you know that I would do anything for you? Didn't you know I would have saved you, if you just told me?
You were the best friend a person could ask for, I still don't understand why your gone. We laughed everyday, there was never a moment where you didn't make me smile or that I couldn't get a smile out of you. You hid your pain so well, and that tears me up inside. I wish so badly you could have let me in on your pain, so that maybe I could have helped you. In my heart I know that's why you didn't tell me you needed help, because you knew if you told me that I would have done everything in my power to save you. Its hard for me to watch videos with you in it and hear your laughter and know that I can't hear you laugh in person ever again. I miss you more than I thought was ever possible to miss anyone. This is the hardest thing to deal with in my life and the hardest thing I will ever have to do. I know your in my heart, in my memories and in the wind that I feel against me when I am with the dogs outside, but I want you beside me, I want to be beside you. I want to be with you.
or that when you got that cocky looked on your face, my heart melted?
Did you know that I loved how when I hugged you I never felt safer in my life?
or that your smiled turned all my fears into hopes?
Did you know that I had more faith in you then anyone in the world?
or that you made me feel like I could do anything?
Did you know that your imperfections are what made me fall in love with you?
or that you made my imperfections feel perfected?
Did you know that I loved holding you because it made me feel like I could help you?
or that when you held me I felt like nothing could go wrong?
Did you know that I loved the sound of your laugh?
or that sometimes I'd say something stupid just to hear it?
Did you know that I loved you being competitive?
or that everything about you made me smile?
Didn't you know that I would do anything for you? Didn't you know I would have saved you, if you just told me?
You were the best friend a person could ask for, I still don't understand why your gone. We laughed everyday, there was never a moment where you didn't make me smile or that I couldn't get a smile out of you. You hid your pain so well, and that tears me up inside. I wish so badly you could have let me in on your pain, so that maybe I could have helped you. In my heart I know that's why you didn't tell me you needed help, because you knew if you told me that I would have done everything in my power to save you. Its hard for me to watch videos with you in it and hear your laughter and know that I can't hear you laugh in person ever again. I miss you more than I thought was ever possible to miss anyone. This is the hardest thing to deal with in my life and the hardest thing I will ever have to do. I know your in my heart, in my memories and in the wind that I feel against me when I am with the dogs outside, but I want you beside me, I want to be beside you. I want to be with you.