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So once again here I sit at my stupid computer with an emo-rant.
My head hurts like hell from an overdose of hairspray today- but it looked cool.
I came home today and washed all the shit out of my hair and did some other random things watched M*A*S*H- yea. So when I came downstairs to see if I could find a current event for History, I asked my dad if he sent in the People to People application (because he said he would on Thursday) of course he hasn't b/c he said that it would be something I would enjoy more when I'm 18 and have time to properly save money to pay for it on my own (I think he's wrong there just like when he said that I wouldn't enjoy Rocky Horror until I was in college.) and that if I go now it would take too long for me to pay them back. So after being promised to go to Europe all my hopes and dreams have been dashed and I never getting out of this fucking state. When I'm eighteen, I'll probably be too busy to save money and take 3 weeks off to go see Europe. This program won't even be offered to me so it'll be way more expensive and transportation will be way more challenging. Grrrrr. I feel so selfish bitching about this when I know that it's really petty and stupid compared to other people actual crisises (did I spell that right?) but go damn it I want to go to Europe and this seems like the only logical opportunity I have.
Sigh...life's tough...get a helmet....I don't want a helmet. I want Europe.
I suck.
end of stupid emo rant.