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[hopefailsus]

somtimes it gets so lonely. and i'm tired of it. it's not that i'm not happy for everyone being together it's just that even when i have all my friends together i can still feel alone. i hate being on this quest to always find someone. everyone tells me to just be patient and the right one will come along, but those who say it have already found

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[xoxsonyaxox]

How can you not see your problem? Obviously your having some insecurity problems and you can't seem to have fun without a guy. And Jackie I've so long been without a guy while my friends had a guy. Then there were times I had random guys and random guys never made me happy either. Ashley and I just happen to find great guys. We didn't find them feeling bad for ourselfs or because we felt like we needed a guy so badly. She found hers by coindcidence and knew in the beginning that it might only be temporary and just kind of went with the flow and it grew into more. I found mine through my best friend and had to go through alot of stages for it to be the way it is. Guys like the one I have, you don't just get. And you yourself went out with him and it didn't work; so you of all people should know that it just takes the right guy. He wasn't good for you but he was obviously good for me and it took us forever to find that out and it wasn't so obvious. Sometimes the right guy comes along in weird or unexpected ways. And dwelling in the mean time just makes you sad instead of helping resolving your issue of being guyless. So just make the best out of life, finding my guy at 18 was not on my list of things to do but I did and I'm okay with it b/c I've dated other guys and none of them made me feel the way he does nor were on the same level. Just b/c you don't have a guy right now doesn't mean your not great or that you won't. It just means you have more time to find yourself and establish yourself. You are still very young.

[hopefailsus]

your right. thank you.