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somtimes it gets so lonely. and i'm tired of it. it's not that i'm not happy for everyone being together it's just that even when i have all my friends together i can still feel alone. i hate being on this quest to always find someone. everyone tells me to just be patient and the right one will come along, but those who say it have already found theirs. i feel like it i don't look, it won't come. and then i feel that if i look, it won't come. it's like fighting a losing battle. i try to be happy and it's great to have friends, but your frinds can't hold u and tell u they love. i just hope the right one comes soon because i'm about to give up.