a little bit of this, a little bit of i miss you

[hopedieslast]

things here have been sorta the same
not to much school work to do
but far too much going out happening
im sick of drama and i must say
im proud of ymself for at least
trying to avoid it lately
things just arent gonna be the same
but i guess im getting over that
because in 3 months
they really wont be the same at all.

waiting for jamaica in 3 weeks is killing me
even worse is waiting for april first
when i will find out if i got into grad school
i may die waiting
and die again if i dont get in.

that is all. i need a vacation.
from what i'm not sure.
more later.
sorry this was sickeningly boring.