Nov 26, 2004 21:52
life sucks!!!! i hate wondering each nite if my dads goin to come home or if ill make it through the next dat without breakin down and cryin. thanksgiving was not the same this year and i broke down and cried not being with my family was hard. it feels as if its all fallin apart and all i can do is stand by and watch. still workin at feilds but marinos sellin again whatever is what i have to say i hate it im goin to quit soon anyway. i cant wait to get away for new years itll be such a releif. well until later peace out and for my baby:
*I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life, wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do,
I'm sorry I just can't help myself, I fell in love with you*