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well bill left tuesday. sucessfully made it to georgia. not quite sure how i feel. we had a long talk before he left. some of it was good and some of it sucked. im just going to try to keep myself occupied and show myself that i can have a good time without him. its something i need to do. lets see: today= work 945-2, find a place to take a shower (long story), think im going to do some cleaning, perhaps some laundry (not at the house- another long story), nikki and i are going up to stephs moms to practice for the burlesque show on the 30th (think greese lighting hah) hmm perhaps i can take a shower at stephs if i cant find one around here niiice, then back to rva. tomarrow= work 945-4 then its stephs birthday! wonder what were going to do. and were gonna practice for the show as well (perhaps if were not to drunk hah) then i have to come back to richmond cause i have to work early on saturday boo. so saturday= work 945-5. bill gets back that morning. not sure if ill get to see him much the showcase is that night and im going to have to pretty much go straight up north when i get off. boo. oh well. maybe its best if we dont see each other much. im torn. maybe we'll figure it out together. i have no idea what im doing for new years eve. i dont have to work. bill does. whatever. i went and kidnapped keely on tuesday after i dropped bill off at the airport. i took her back to my place and we hung out then we went to target i got her some sweet stuff (shes trying to be more stylish, oh 8 year olds) then we ate mcdonalds (like a promised her) and then we went to see charolettes web. it was pretty good actually. then we came back to my house and hung out and watched ice age. i kept her up til 1ish in hopes that she would sleep in some on wednesday. but no such luck. so we woke up, ate french toast (that i homemade thank you very much) and watched cartoons. then i took her home. it was a good time i think. i could definitally pull the mom thing. hah. it was weird sleeping alone last night. i ended up going to bed fairly early cause nikki and i went thru a 12pack pretty rapidly and i was exhausted. i actually woke up at a reasonable time so i could make it to work early! meh. sometimes i hate typing in these things cause all you do is try to think of things to write and mostly just think of things i rather not think about right now. so i think this is where this is going to end. toodles poodles.