Feelings.

[hopeandstars]

Hmm... My current relationship. It's the first time I've felt a sense of belonging, a sense of safety, and of happiness when I'm with him. It feels so right, though I've always felt that way. I could imagine the future, and I want that to be real. And it will be. I feel I can be myself with ease. And there are a lot more things. I get my anxiety attacks, yes, but it'll be managed. But in all honesty, I've never felt all that before. Not even with Andrew. Sure, with Andrew, I felt happy and I also felt that I could be myself at ease (which was a really difficult thing to do at that phase in my life), and I could confide in him for anyhing, just as I feel that way now, but well... It's not exactly the same. But of course, that's to be expected. No one person is the same.

Still, regardless, this is a somewhat new feeling for me. And I'm glad that I can finally feel at ease with myself. After all those years of trying to hopelessly fill the void left by Andrew... There is still one thing I can be happy about now.