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Strange the way things change.
Strange the way people change.
Strange the way you come to realise who are your real friends.
Strange the way you come to realise what kind of people, good and bad, are in your life.
Strange the way you come to realise how people really are & horrible when they change from what you thought they were.
I've learnt alot good and bad the past year
and especially learnt that you cant be friends with everyone
you cant make people want to be your friend or like you for who you are, not because your a bad person as such, but because they have the problem
i've learnt that the good friends i do have, i love to bits and i will do anything for, but them few that are just "friends" (notice the " ) are not worth my time one bit, but im not goin to waste my time on being bitter and horrible about the things you do or say or even in some cases dont do. Its 'bad for the soul' as a friend said to me once.
I believe very much in Karma aswell as fate, believin that perhaps you can alter your fate by the decisions you make. Therefore these people, these friends, these bad people in the world, will get the consequences of hurtin others, including myself because of course i am no were near perfect.
im not goin to write on this profile again
i will start a new one if anythin
i think im very much a different person from when i began this profile, even if others dont tend to think so. i might still be in the same town, the same house and around the same people, but i have come to realise i dont need to move away and alter my life so dramatically for change in myself. Dont get me wrong my life isnt perfect and there are things i would change in a second, theres mistakes iv made and continue to make , but im learning slowly & becomin more aware and stronger as a person. i can say iv done wrong&made bad decisions but theres nothin i can do but learn from it, i believe its meant to happen, its fate.
my eyes are much wider than they were before, and i can see people for what and who they really are, i no the things i want and the things i dont, i no what i dont want for my future but i still fail to understand what i want.
slowly im finally discovering who i am and who i want to be