i fucking hate me.
i am so discontent right now. i had one of those moments in the car on the way home tonight where i just think way to much. and i got all upset.. about things, and people, and mostly myself. everything in my life is so up in the air right now and it makes me so uneasy and agitated and most of all *unhappy*. i just really do suck at life. i mean, 2006 was a total bust. i did much nothing worth while. and now i feel like i'm not worth while. i need to drink a few glasses bottles of wine and start the new year off with a buzzed blur so i can't remember what a failure i am and how much i suck and how no one loves me. [lol, gosh i am so pathetic. and really good at pity parties.]