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God, trying to study, lots of stuff on my mind, can't think. Jesus its difficult!
I can here some scary sounding birds outside my window but my curtains are closed so I can't see them.
If possible I would sit thinking all day but I can't and whats really annoying is that I really need to. I have to waste more time studying for exams that don't matter though.
I would be quite happy to sit here writing this for the whole day or else to sit on my bed and just think, (sometimes I actually do that you know, its very strange, I just sort of sit and stare at something in my room and i'll look at my phone and I'll have been just sitting there for an hour not doing anything at all whatsoever!) because now I can't concentrate on anything I have to do at all! Who cares about the Battle of the Marne when you have other things to think about. There is a really weird silence all around me now, I am almost afraid of it when I think about it in a different context.
I know I have plenty of time to think about all this next week and after that and after that, but its too hard to stop thinking about.
Another thing is, I might have gone insane and be totally off the wall but it doesn't look that way at the moment.
Now I'm going to leave you all and go back to my mindless study for a while and I should probably be on msn later on also.
My god, its Sunday, is it not? I better go learn stuff. Talk later.
BTW I think I need a new icon, however i'm not sure that there is an icon to suit me right now.
I can here some scary sounding birds outside my window but my curtains are closed so I can't see them.
If possible I would sit thinking all day but I can't and whats really annoying is that I really need to. I have to waste more time studying for exams that don't matter though.
I would be quite happy to sit here writing this for the whole day or else to sit on my bed and just think, (sometimes I actually do that you know, its very strange, I just sort of sit and stare at something in my room and i'll look at my phone and I'll have been just sitting there for an hour not doing anything at all whatsoever!) because now I can't concentrate on anything I have to do at all! Who cares about the Battle of the Marne when you have other things to think about. There is a really weird silence all around me now, I am almost afraid of it when I think about it in a different context.
I know I have plenty of time to think about all this next week and after that and after that, but its too hard to stop thinking about.
Another thing is, I might have gone insane and be totally off the wall but it doesn't look that way at the moment.
Now I'm going to leave you all and go back to my mindless study for a while and I should probably be on msn later on also.
My god, its Sunday, is it not? I better go learn stuff. Talk later.
BTW I think I need a new icon, however i'm not sure that there is an icon to suit me right now.