May 14, 2008 17:46
something about san antonio sparks a trigger in my brain that wont let me enjoy shit.
i hate, well dislike, it here. a lot
i get stuck back in my past that was never pleasing and always filled with depression and drugs.
why must i always want what i cant have when i could of perfectly had it a couple of months ago. why must this disappoint me so much.
im gonna try my best to put my metal heart shield on agian. i am just so very done and unhappy