just take it or leave it

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somebody please stop me from ruining my own life
ah how grotesque that i would ask that
i wish i didnt have "same old shit" to pull
self-discipline
self-control
whatever
i dont have it
there is something subconscience here
but wouldnt you know it, i cant find it through sleepy eyes
god we're all so screwed up
some just less than others
some can just ignore it

seriously, if you hear of me or see me doing anything tonite except studying fucking tell me to fuck off and study or you wont be my friend anymore