i dont know anymore
iono liek recently my life has been an emotional rollercoaster. yes i kno its cheesy, but its true. liek theres times when im on top of the world n life is just peachy, n then the rest of the time its liek "my life sucks!" theres just no in-between. gah! today is one of those sucky times. liek for real. youd think id be ecstatic because its been gloomy n rainy all day..n yeah that makes me happy, but liek my parents didnt used to care when i ran around outside n skim boarded n liek jumped in the puddles n all that fun stuff, but today for sum reason they did. they sucked all the fun out of the rain. and that just liek wayy pisses me off. excuse my language but liek, im in a really crappy mood rite now. then corey was mean 2 me when i asked him (nicely!) if he could possibly get josh a parkin pass. but NOO thats liek not possible! grar! he liek was soo mean about it too. grrr. ive spent the entire day in front of the tv pretty much. ive been so tired all day, with no reason to be! i even fell asleep in church this morning. yeah n ive had a lot on my mind lately...so lets say theres this guy, n like ive liked him for a long time, now hes finally broken up with his girlfriend, n liek yay, rite? but shes one of my friends, n shes hurt, but liek i really like him, so i dont kno wut to do! i wanna tell him how i feel, n its not very likely that nethin is gonna happen if i tell him, but liek i dont wanna hurt her if for some reason somethin does happen. its liek sigh. i dont kno. if anyone has suggestions im open to anything. gah! and why dont my friends answer their cell phones?? wuts the deal wit that lately?? gah! i wanna talk n liek stuff, but its been liek "dont-answer-sbs-calls-week" or somethin. on a different note, FiRsT jV fOoTBaLL gAmE iS tHiS tHuRsDaY (the 26th) @ cY-FaIr...SoOo EvErYoNe GoO! (cuz the varsity game is liek almost 2 hrs away! so ha!) we'll be cheering.. ;O) so yeah! GO! i guess thats all for now...