and i won't be good enough for you
I Am A Romantic Kiss -- Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.
i feel very awkward. isn't that how all my entries start? tonight it is really. my heart is very sad. i can go out tonight and hang out with friends, but i don't really want to go out. i dont really want to stay home either, but it just seems that everything is a mess. is it not possible for anything to go alright? life is really wearing me out these days. it would be nice to pause everything, and just love. i just want to love, and be loved. screw circumstance, screw heartache. i want the world to be okay, and i want to love.
check out this pic that matt took of me
