bahh
i was going to drop my keyboarding class. i finally decided i'll just drop it, because i seriously can not get myself out of bed in the mornings. i've missed 3 weeks straight. i've only been to 2 classes total. but my teacher just wrote me an email, and he was so understanding about my absenses. i feel terrible. like i should just stay. try to catch up on work and stick with it. but i just can't get up in the morning. this morning i told him i'd definatly be there, but of
course woke up, made up an excuse in my mind, i fell back asleep. i don't know what to do.
i am seriously so busy that the next few days are just going to be, ugh, packed. i didn't get off work until 10:15 last night. i was so tired, i just did a little bit of online-ing around and zonked out. had class at 8, that i didn't go to, and was successfully late for bio. i am closing server tonight again, meaning another 10:15 departure. i really want to hang with jeff tonight, but i know i'll just be dead. portraits are due tomorrow, but i'm not done with them. i have to be in the darkroom at 8 tomorrow morning to learn how to develop 4x5 negatives. then i work again tomorrow night. RIGHT after work, heading to papa's pizza for a study session, because i have a bio midterm on friday. and class at 8am (if i decide to stay in that class). bio gets out at 11:50, and i have to be at work at 12. RUSH. then i think i have split shifts all weekend (friday, saterday and sunday). i told tess t. (lol) that we should hang out this weekend, but when? i'm going to be drained. because in all of this, i have to make a video with michael for bio presentation, finish shooting/developing/printing my portraits for photography, start my photo final, do masses of laundry, do masses of keyboarding (if i decide to stay), and re-write my portion of the bio presentation (with NO website references, only books and journals and such). and for some reason, all that doesn't sound like alot to me. erk. complain complain complain. hhahahahahahhahahahhahahahahaahahahahahahahahah