all stirred up.
i finally got the guts to get pierced today. but, due to physical imperfections, they couldn't do it. i wish they would've told me that the first time i went in .. and got really excited about it. :-(
but i did get some good smelly things. so now i can smell good smellying.
girl day with michelle was much needed. and still needed.
life has been dreadful. i've been lied to so many times. completely betrayed. seriously, the things he (you) has said this week to me, done this week to me, they are the worst ever. i couldn't imagine anyone doing what he did, to even their enemy. someone who supposedly cares about me. he finally told me his little secret. the thing he's been torturing and taunting me with for 2 days straight. rubbing in my face. anytime something bad was said, he'd make sure to tell me "just 2 more days, and this will all be over". something i won't like will happen. well, at 2am this morning, he let me know. he's moving. well, he moved. today. to where? he refuses to tell me. i hate him right now. he couldn't be more hurtful if he tried. actually, i'm wrong. there is definatly more he could do, but i'd rather not give him ideas. as long as it hurts me, and makes him feel powerful, he'll do it.