You always remark about how I'm trying to prove to you that I love someone. I'm not trying to prove it or force it. Yes, right now I have a significant other. I care for him, he cares for me. We have a good time together, and when he's gone, I miss him. So I stay with him, because I care for him. This could possibly be love, I'm not really sure what love is, neither are you. I just know that I enjoy his companionship, so I stay with him. I don't mind if you fault me for that.. but I'm not trying to prove how madly in love I am. I'll be the first to admit, that I'm not madly in love with him.. or anyone. I prefer to stay sane and grounded. Plus, I wouldn't like to say I win this argument because I say I'm in love. How lame do you think I am? That is no basis for a good rebuttal. I don't actually recall ever trying to force my loved-ness onto you. If you accidentally misconstrued my words, then I apologize, that must have been agonizing to listen to such a misinterpretation.
Yaddah, yaddah.. I don't care to argue or debate over this. I don't feel like either one of us is accomplishing anything. It's going on about four months since I have come in some physical contact with another human being. I have had the same time to cut my losses as you have, and I've done many a things. I could definitely live without adolescent lust, as you so nicely put it. My four months of celibacy whether my choice or not, should at least say something for my character. I'll agree with you, I'm immature, but I'm not as immature as you take me for. I do have control over myself. I do think things through and I don't just act on frivolous impulses.
I'm glad you've learned to love yourself.
Oh, and finally, I also don't recall when I said I didn't read this. I do however, remember telling you to update at one point. Is this another delusional conversation that we both came out of with different information?
Yaddah, yaddah.. I don't care to argue or debate over this. I don't feel like either one of us is accomplishing anything. It's going on about four months since I have come in some physical contact with another human being. I have had the same time to cut my losses as you have, and I've done many a things. I could definitely live without adolescent lust, as you so nicely put it. My four months of celibacy whether my choice or not, should at least say something for my character. I'll agree with you, I'm immature, but I'm not as immature as you take me for. I do have control over myself. I do think things through and I don't just act on frivolous impulses.
I'm glad you've learned to love yourself.
Oh, and finally, I also don't recall when I said I didn't read this. I do however, remember telling you to update at one point. Is this another delusional conversation that we both came out of with different information?
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But yes, touche.
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