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I don't know why I am so anxious for change. Namely, change in favor of security. All I need is the confidence that there will always be people to tell me I'm doing something right. I've realized how simple some of my motivations really are. It really does help to be surrounded by positivity. Lately, negative thoughts drive me away so quickly, and any little bit of positivity draws me in so quick. Maybe that's why I can't stand the sound of my dad's voice, but my mom's is comforting. Maybe that's why I can't stick around a place that has made me miserable. Maybe that's why I'm drawn anywhere that promises happiness, or at least, relatively.