its a good day to be me
today was awesome, after a very long, very busy, very stress filled week of the chicken dump, today rocked and made everything cool, lots of my family without the fighting, lots of good food = ) and lots of laughs, i enjoyed this family thing we hardly ever do.
becky ( the blonde one i like ) has been sick from what i overheard taudalaya talkin about and thats why i havent seen that beautiful thing come into work for a while, i miss seeing her , and i miss getting that burning sensation in my heart lol, = D big smile there, i'll see her alot coming up cause im workin 4 mornings a week startin jan 10th, weeeehoooo!!!!!! i cant wait, Taudalaya wants to talk to her for me since i cant get more then a hello out, more power to it, i actually care what becky thinks of me, i really didnt care what Jocelynn thought of me at all and i was engaged to her, if thats what you want to call it
speaking of you, do i ever cross your mind anymore? i know today i thought of you so much when i know i shouldnt have, im just thinkin like about a year ago i came down to two knees to ask you to marry me, and how happy you were and i was, and then you 3months to the date after that ripped my heart out you selfish little ...... poop head....... ah well, all i hope is life is treating you well since you trust in fate more then God because only the future knows whats in store for you, :::rolls eyes::: at least i have no problem admitting all truth now in what you use to say that i always denied, there is a better girl for me out there, ive found plenty who have far surpassed you, it feels nice to know not all girls are as vile as you, im using some pretty strong words i dont know why, i try to lie to myself that i dont care anymore, but deep down inside you still consume alot of me, its been 5 friggin months since i talked to you, i still think about you everyday, sometimes good, sometimes bad, most of the time bad, you suck , i cant even bring myself to hate you like i want to pretend sometimes, cause no matter how much you piss me off thinking about the last 3 months we were together, you will always be special to me, and never nothing more then that
becky ( the blonde one i like ) has been sick from what i overheard taudalaya talkin about and thats why i havent seen that beautiful thing come into work for a while, i miss seeing her , and i miss getting that burning sensation in my heart lol, = D big smile there, i'll see her alot coming up cause im workin 4 mornings a week startin jan 10th, weeeehoooo!!!!!! i cant wait, Taudalaya wants to talk to her for me since i cant get more then a hello out, more power to it, i actually care what becky thinks of me, i really didnt care what Jocelynn thought of me at all and i was engaged to her, if thats what you want to call it
speaking of you, do i ever cross your mind anymore? i know today i thought of you so much when i know i shouldnt have, im just thinkin like about a year ago i came down to two knees to ask you to marry me, and how happy you were and i was, and then you 3months to the date after that ripped my heart out you selfish little ...... poop head....... ah well, all i hope is life is treating you well since you trust in fate more then God because only the future knows whats in store for you, :::rolls eyes::: at least i have no problem admitting all truth now in what you use to say that i always denied, there is a better girl for me out there, ive found plenty who have far surpassed you, it feels nice to know not all girls are as vile as you, im using some pretty strong words i dont know why, i try to lie to myself that i dont care anymore, but deep down inside you still consume alot of me, its been 5 friggin months since i talked to you, i still think about you everyday, sometimes good, sometimes bad, most of the time bad, you suck , i cant even bring myself to hate you like i want to pretend sometimes, cause no matter how much you piss me off thinking about the last 3 months we were together, you will always be special to me, and never nothing more then that