gaaaah!
yeah today is definitly a low, but i did have alot of good days before i crashed down, but its cool, its a balance, ive felt sick since i woke up and at work i kinda threw up as soon as i got there right out my truck window, i hate the empty dry heave thing where nothing comes out, thats the worst, today has been weird, but whatever, it can only get better, i just found out today my parents are leaving tomorrow, with my brother to myrtle beach, what does Jon do at these times? Jon's Party ? maaaaybe, we'll see how things go but it would have to be tomorrow night and thats a very short notice to have alot of people come, but hey it would still be cool to just have a few people over to chill so im not home alone.eh, bored, i want to talk to someone right now but gettin a hold of them is very difficult so heres an extra blah for the day, but its all good, i think i might turn in early tonight and take it easy, but i probably wont do that at all and sit up here and watch xmen or something like that, who knows, i have alot on my mind but im holding that much in right now....thats one thing about me, if i have alot to say , i usually keep it inside till i really take in the heart whats on my mind, thats just recently i notice ive been doing that, but bye for now everyone hope ur nights better then mine