take me to your leader son
so last night was a late night basement talk, then it was a later night back of my truck talk, me and matt just talked about everything there was to talk about, it was cool,we talked about things that bothered us, and stuff that was on our minds, and paul talked with us for a lil bit till he had to go back totalk to tiffany, we prayed about alot of things and feel were doing the right thing.
today was cool i guess so far, i went to pay bills, and i met up with sunny at the mall, she locked up her store and walked with me till we got bored. then i came home. to the same thing. lol
so ive decided, i dont care if i get married or not, check this, we were talkin about 1st corinthians last night in pauls basement, and i came to the conclusion of something ive been pondering for a while. its cool withmeif i dont get married cause i feel im strong without a woman, ive proved it to myself. id like to get married, have a family, wake up next to a beautiful wife, have kids, all that jazz. but if it never happens its cool, i can just constantly pursue god. and i think that i would be happy enough with just friends, from 1st corinthians it talks about something where if u are strong enough by yourself where you dont need someone else then persue god, i thinki could do that, but if you arent then find a mate, and i would like that, but i dont know, lol im too young and thats why im just going to follow god, whatever he does withmy life is fine by me. if he gives me a great perfect woman that would rock, cause i cant seem to find them so im waiting on him for that, if it never happens im cool with it. thats what ive come down to.
today was cool i guess so far, i went to pay bills, and i met up with sunny at the mall, she locked up her store and walked with me till we got bored. then i came home. to the same thing. lol
so ive decided, i dont care if i get married or not, check this, we were talkin about 1st corinthians last night in pauls basement, and i came to the conclusion of something ive been pondering for a while. its cool withmeif i dont get married cause i feel im strong without a woman, ive proved it to myself. id like to get married, have a family, wake up next to a beautiful wife, have kids, all that jazz. but if it never happens its cool, i can just constantly pursue god. and i think that i would be happy enough with just friends, from 1st corinthians it talks about something where if u are strong enough by yourself where you dont need someone else then persue god, i thinki could do that, but if you arent then find a mate, and i would like that, but i dont know, lol im too young and thats why im just going to follow god, whatever he does withmy life is fine by me. if he gives me a great perfect woman that would rock, cause i cant seem to find them so im waiting on him for that, if it never happens im cool with it. thats what ive come down to.