Feb 02, 2005 21:05
okay so let's think. since the last time i updated, i found out some of the grades that'll be on my report card friday (who gets a report card on a friday?!) so yes, i have an F in spanish, a D in geometry, and a low C in biology. those grades suck so much, im so grounded after this weekend. its going to be crazy.
um, havent been getting too much sleep lately, ive been feeling really rundown. my mom woke me up from a nap yesterday and told me to help her putting up border, so i did, and of course i fucked it up so she took my cell phone away, and i didnt even fight it. she's just a bitch, nothing new there.
um, i did get some good news though, my mom's boyfriend is moving in with us in april which is rad, he's a cool guy and he keeps my mom away from me so score.
so im really confused about a lot of things right now, and i talked myself out of it but now its all just rushing back and its just becoming more and more hard to handle. my mind is killing me, my heart's killing me, and the more i try to fight and hide it, the worse it gets.
but i have a headache.
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