Tired and lonely and thoughtful
Hello ya'all bin ages since i last updated i kno...but wat to do, too much uni work and shit going around in life, so gay. These days it gets worse n worse, n more n more headaches, dont like uni anymore, dont like home anymore...where should i go? where do i belong? that question is really starting to bug me now...cuz i have nowhere to go, nowhere to belong, i am a part of nobody, i have nobody...its like i m lost in this huge world, where do i turn? where do i look? y is it so lonely here? so many questions all unanswered.
i thought my country was a part of me. I tout i belonged to this beautiful family back there, i thought they were waiting for me always...missing me always, but it was jst a facade nothing more. i am an intruder intio their lives, always was, always will be. why do people lie? call u their own yet view u from far away, with these probing eyes, always searching for an imperfection...always looking.
ahh i dont want to think abt it, i spent a whole sleepless night doing that....and i m going to spend a lot more sleepless nights...**sigh** y is this so gay? mayen, talk to u'z later. Muah, everyone take care, b'biieeee
i thought my country was a part of me. I tout i belonged to this beautiful family back there, i thought they were waiting for me always...missing me always, but it was jst a facade nothing more. i am an intruder intio their lives, always was, always will be. why do people lie? call u their own yet view u from far away, with these probing eyes, always searching for an imperfection...always looking.
ahh i dont want to think abt it, i spent a whole sleepless night doing that....and i m going to spend a lot more sleepless nights...**sigh** y is this so gay? mayen, talk to u'z later. Muah, everyone take care, b'biieeee