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why can't i ever get out what i really mean?
how come when i think in my head, it makes perfect sense, and then i say it and i sound ridiculous?
perhaps im completely out of line?
why is it that whatever i say seems unjustified?
why does this not feel like summer?
why is this summer seem like its....i dont even know the word right now?
how does everyone know to ask the same question that i dont have an answer to?
i can only say what i want to say in writing, but no one takes writing seriously.
do i have to scream it to your face?
sometimes it seems like the only anyone is ever going to get it is if i flip out. just lose it. i hold it together so well.
how come when i think in my head, it makes perfect sense, and then i say it and i sound ridiculous?
perhaps im completely out of line?
why is it that whatever i say seems unjustified?
why does this not feel like summer?
why is this summer seem like its....i dont even know the word right now?
how does everyone know to ask the same question that i dont have an answer to?
i can only say what i want to say in writing, but no one takes writing seriously.
do i have to scream it to your face?
sometimes it seems like the only anyone is ever going to get it is if i flip out. just lose it. i hold it together so well.