Dec 19, 2005 00:14
So she's finally here to stay. He stayed here a few nights ago and he's still the only person I can sleep next to. He checked his voicemail when he woke up and told me that he got his house. And he expected me to be happy about it. He had just spent another night with me and wanted me to be thrilled about his life with his new wife. I haven't decided yet how long I give it. But I don't give it long til he sees me again.
My manager at work was telling me stories today about how she was when she was my age and they sound just like me. That was a wake up call. Growing up into someone like her is my worst fear. 32, fat, stuck in middle management, can't afford her own house, single, uneducated and dating a married man who will never get divorced. Some parts are already a little too similar.